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轉過身後淚就不聽使喚。



可是我沒有哭出一點聲音,
好乖。



有想要跑出去被陽光擁抱的衝動,
卻沒有在房間外落淚的勇氣。
也有想找人哭訴的衝動,
可是打開電話簿卻沒有按下通話鍵的勇氣。



別和我說你懂,你不懂。
別和我說沒關係,有關係。
別和我說時間會讓一切ok,時間只會慢慢累積這些負面情緒。

可是我還是好想聽到誰給我安慰,
抱著我和我說你懂,沒關係時間會讓一切ok。




總有一天我會爆炸。




碰。
楊雪倫或許就不復存在。



 

 

 

 

 


哀,不管現在心情如何,
明天早上見到同事時那句hi Sharon, how are you?的回答永遠都會是I'm good and you?加上一個微笑 :)

學姐說我適合粉色腮紅的甜美妝,
我倒想走和她一起走她所謂的dark and twisted路線。

 

 

 

 


You wait for a silence
I wait for a word
Lying next to your frame
Girl unobserved
You change your position
You're changing me
Casting these shadows
Where they shouldn't be

We're interrupted
By the heat of the sun
Trying to prevent
What's already begun
You're just a body
I can smell your skin
And when I feel it
You're wearing thin

But I've got a plan
Why don't you be the artist
And make me out of clay?
Why don't you be the writer
Decide the words I say?
Cause I'd rather pretend
I'll still be there at the end
Only it's too hard to ask
Won't you try to help me?


Sat on your sofa
It's all broken springs
This isn't the place for
Those violin strings
I try out a smile
And I aim it at you
You must have missed it
You always do


But I've got a plan
Why don't you be the artist
And make me out of clay?
Why don't you be the writer
Decide the words I say?
Cause I'd rather pretend
I'll still be there at the end
Only it's too hard to ask
Won't you try to help me?

You wait
I wait
Casting shadows
Interrupted

You wait
I wait
Casting shadows
Interrupted

You wait
I wait
Casting shadows
Interrupted

You wait
I wait
Casting shadows

Why don't you be the artist
And make me out of clay?
Why don't you be the writer
Decide the words I say?
Cause I'd rather pretend
I'll still be there at the end
Only it's too hard to ask
Won't you try to help me?
Won't you try to help me?
Won't you try to help me?

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